Snowball..

Snowball.

It's when things are going great in your life, then one tiny, insignificant shit happens along the way and everything start to go down the drain for you. What's irritatting is that no matter what you do, the situation doesn't get any better, the shit only gets bigger. It only gets worse and worse until you can't take it anymore.

This is how i feel my life is right now. For a time, i've felt so damn lucky. I have a great job, the promotion that i want is just there w/in my reach, i'm about to move in to my own place.. everything is just going on as I planned it.Then suddenly, for some unfathomable reasons, the "good" started turning "bad", & i don't have any idea why. Now, I think i'm getting burned-out with my job, I'm confused and depressed most of the time and i just don't know! Whoever said that my 2008 Fung Shui is going to be a smooth one, deserves to be hanged a thousand times!

Oh jeezz..

I really don't know what's happening. Am i being punished or what? Is this still one of those "cosmic" projections of life? The freakin' "Wheel on Life"? I'd been on top of my world for quite some time so now that deserves to be reversed? Karma perhaps?

Oh pleazzzze.. Give me a damn break!

My older sister got married yesterday. After being on their on- off boyfriend-girlfriend relatonship, the "knot" had been officially tied at 2:30 PM yesterday - complete with the super-kulit-tantrum-throwing flower girls, hyper ringbearers, and assortment of family and friends who had been there to witness that particular moment. It's like a finality, after fourteen long years! All throughout my adolescence, after 3 boyfriends, there they were, solid as a rock.

And of course, being the second eldest child there had been the inevitable question of "Kelan naman susunod si Kat?!" As if my clock is already ticking, now that my sister is already a Mrs and im gonna explode if i don't hurry up. Hah!

I absolutely do not have any plan of tying the knot anytime soon. I'm loving my life as it is! I will someday, but not now.

So heads up daddy dear! Your little girl's staying as she is right now. As free as a butterfly. Haha!!


FYI:
I got the bridal bouquet. Ugh!